Jealousy isn't necessarily a bad thing. In fact, loving a person automatically comes with jealousy and the fact of being possessive! Jealousy is the natural counterpart of love!! But usually jealousy may turn into something bad!
When you commit your love to one person, you want an exclusive commitment in return. But that is not necessarily the case.Anything that threatens that commitment, whether it be another person or any circumstance provokes jealousy. Some jealousy in a relationship is natural, normal and healthy. In fact, there would be something wrong if you didn't feel jealous when some boys started flirting with your girlfriend! !
Possessiveness is part of the nature of exclusive relationships, and jealousy is a part of possessiveness. But my jealousy and possessiveness proved to be very costly :( .. In fact, I could even lose my beloved :((
Tia is a fun, friendly, attractive person. That is what drew me to her in the first place, and i have always and i still enjoy how bright, fun and social she is. However, i am a very secretive and withdrawn person. I would never cheat on her, but I constantly questions her faithfulness to me, and at last, she could not take it anymore, and we were about to break up!!
I then realised that she never hides anything to me, so why should i always be on the defensive side and question her?! It was my mistake!! If she had something to hide, she would have never told me about those guys who wanted her number.. Hopefully, i realised my mistake on time and she forgave me!!!
Honesty is very important for a couple to step out of jealousy! If there are past infidelities, lies or deception, the jealousy has a valid basis. Those past mistakes need to be dealt with so the relationship can continue in honesty. Then it is usually important to get a third person involved, whether he is a friend or professional counselor. (Daisy :-p ) One of her friend helped us a lot in situating ourselves; where were we? , What we wanted to be? and IS SHE THE ONE??? OF COURSE :-D ... I love u baby!!! But i admit, I am still and will remain a little bit jealous ;) It's a proof that i love u!!! Muah!
P.S. Be mine !
Sanesh
Friday, October 30, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
My first kiss!
Isn't it amazing?! We started to date on the 2nd of May and without realising, we had our first kiss on the 2nd of June, exactly one month later! I was really amazed when i realised that! My first kiss.. It was magic!!!
The 2nd of June 2005 was a Thursday.. The weather was not that good, there was a fine continuous rain, just like in romantic movies =) Yeah!! It was indeed a very romantic moment! Even the weather had joined in to make that day memorable.. As it was raining, we had to find a shelter where we could sit and talk without being bothered by the rain. It was our 4th meeting since we started dating and i was still on the defensive side, or you can say that i was emerging from my shell, slowly..
Finally we found a shelter, where we could sit and talk and we had a great view of the rain falling and the sugarcane field.. Suddenly, the air around us seemed to turn more and more intense.. We stopped talking, we just stared at each other for quite a long time.. I became nervous, anxious, my heart was racing and my pulse pounding.. I really didn't know what to do.. That day also, she was the one who broke the silence and took the first step :$ .. "Can i kiss u" She said.. Again, i just nodded :$$ ... I felt soo weak!
We came face to face, i stared into her beautiful eyes and i could feel blood rushing through my veins. As i slide my hand down her soft slender cheek, our eyes closed and our lips met...The kiss was so soft and wet, smooth and warm, sensuous and passionate, i can still remember that moment as if it was yesterday! My first kiss :)) , Our first kiss :p .. And that was not going to be the last!!!!
P.S. I love u!!
Sanesh!
The 2nd of June 2005 was a Thursday.. The weather was not that good, there was a fine continuous rain, just like in romantic movies =) Yeah!! It was indeed a very romantic moment! Even the weather had joined in to make that day memorable.. As it was raining, we had to find a shelter where we could sit and talk without being bothered by the rain. It was our 4th meeting since we started dating and i was still on the defensive side, or you can say that i was emerging from my shell, slowly..
Finally we found a shelter, where we could sit and talk and we had a great view of the rain falling and the sugarcane field.. Suddenly, the air around us seemed to turn more and more intense.. We stopped talking, we just stared at each other for quite a long time.. I became nervous, anxious, my heart was racing and my pulse pounding.. I really didn't know what to do.. That day also, she was the one who broke the silence and took the first step :$ .. "Can i kiss u" She said.. Again, i just nodded :$$ ... I felt soo weak!
We came face to face, i stared into her beautiful eyes and i could feel blood rushing through my veins. As i slide my hand down her soft slender cheek, our eyes closed and our lips met...The kiss was so soft and wet, smooth and warm, sensuous and passionate, i can still remember that moment as if it was yesterday! My first kiss :)) , Our first kiss :p .. And that was not going to be the last!!!!
P.S. I love u!!
Sanesh!
Description of the characters..
Tia was still 14years old when we met and i was already 15 =) .. Yeps, She's only 6 months younger than me! I was born on 21st April 1990 and she, on 3rd October , 1990 .. Today , we're both 19, and we've gained loads of maturity as compared to years ago! Indeed, maturity plays a great role in the well-being of any kind of relationship..
Tia is someone who has lots of enthusiasm, dreams, guts, personality and she wants to be a successful just like her father.. On the other hand, I was shy, i don't even know if i had a personality and i had no particular dreams or objectives.. In short, I had no aim in life, and she became my aim!
Soon after we've started dating, I started to dream..." My house, She'll be my wife, we'd have two to three children; i even thought of their names ;) ... In fact, no! the names it was still tia who suggested.." Anyways.. I was saying that i started to dream, I focused on my objectives, but it took some time before I could lose my shyness :) LOL, it was as if a girl was losing her virgin :p ..
I had an aim in life, being with her, making her dreams come true, and erecting my own dreams.. Nevertheless, those dreams have not yet been realised :( .. But with the one i love by my side and encouraging me from time to time, I'm confident that i will realise my dreams! I want to marry her :$
Not later than yesterday, we had a fight :( And we've still not patch up.. But im sure that very soon we'll be again laughing and dreaming together! Hopefully by the end of the day ;) ..
P.S. Im sorry 4yesterday!
Sanesh!
Tia is someone who has lots of enthusiasm, dreams, guts, personality and she wants to be a successful just like her father.. On the other hand, I was shy, i don't even know if i had a personality and i had no particular dreams or objectives.. In short, I had no aim in life, and she became my aim!
Soon after we've started dating, I started to dream..." My house, She'll be my wife, we'd have two to three children; i even thought of their names ;) ... In fact, no! the names it was still tia who suggested.." Anyways.. I was saying that i started to dream, I focused on my objectives, but it took some time before I could lose my shyness :) LOL, it was as if a girl was losing her virgin :p ..
I had an aim in life, being with her, making her dreams come true, and erecting my own dreams.. Nevertheless, those dreams have not yet been realised :( .. But with the one i love by my side and encouraging me from time to time, I'm confident that i will realise my dreams! I want to marry her :$
Not later than yesterday, we had a fight :( And we've still not patch up.. But im sure that very soon we'll be again laughing and dreaming together! Hopefully by the end of the day ;) ..
P.S. Im sorry 4yesterday!
Sanesh!
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Was it love at first sight?!
It was a special day, i was about to meet someone i didn't personally know but had a strong feeling that she was the one.. It was on the 2nd of may 2005; about 4years ago.. I never talked to a girl face to face :/ .. It was going to be a new experience for me! And i was hoping that it won't be a bad one! Cross fingers!!! I left school at 11am.. and reached the place we planned to meet at 11:15.. I was nervous!! Will she really come?! :o ..
6months ago....
I got my first mobile phone!!! Amazing! soo cool!! But apart from my parents and school friends, no one knew my number. Weeks later, i got a girl's number from a friend :-D .. I was about to start befriending with her via the sms!! All these were new to me! But i quickly changed from being boring to cool :p .. Her name was tia, infact it is still! And we're really happy together :) Of course from time to time small fights occurs and may also become serious, but we always manage to solve out matters because i feel that we were made for each other! Anyways.. 6months later, we're about to meet!!
Where was she?! What if she doesn't come :( My heart beats increased each time a bus came! Suddenly i saw someone coming towards me! Was she the one? I didnt know until she asked :' Sanesh? ' .. I don't remember having said something.. I simply nodded :( .. we spent about an hour together and i hardly said a few words.. I was neither a playboy nor was i familiar to such meetings but i just looked at her! Her eyes, her curly hair, her beautiful and soft skin and her breast :D .. My god she had lovely boobs :p But that was not primary, this was secondary! I've never had this feeling before. I wanted to say loads of things but couldn't mutter a word! I was in love .. Yes! Love at first sight!!
Back home, i was restless.. She didnt sms me :( Maybe i was too shy or too eumm not her type.. I didn't even had the courage to text her! That was not ego!! Maybe I was on the defensive side! But she finally sent me an sms and asked if i liked her! Then without hesitating and faster that light, i said yes! And i told her that i loved her! Since then, we're a couple, like others but with a plus, I still have the feeling that she was meant for me! that we're soulmates :) Ups and downs are meant to happen in love!! And trust me, after every fights, my love for her increased! She's so lovely, beautiful and caring.. I often wonder, What would i do without u tia? You're my life!
P.S. I love u!
Sanesh !
6months ago....
I got my first mobile phone!!! Amazing! soo cool!! But apart from my parents and school friends, no one knew my number. Weeks later, i got a girl's number from a friend :-D .. I was about to start befriending with her via the sms!! All these were new to me! But i quickly changed from being boring to cool :p .. Her name was tia, infact it is still! And we're really happy together :) Of course from time to time small fights occurs and may also become serious, but we always manage to solve out matters because i feel that we were made for each other! Anyways.. 6months later, we're about to meet!!
Where was she?! What if she doesn't come :( My heart beats increased each time a bus came! Suddenly i saw someone coming towards me! Was she the one? I didnt know until she asked :' Sanesh? ' .. I don't remember having said something.. I simply nodded :( .. we spent about an hour together and i hardly said a few words.. I was neither a playboy nor was i familiar to such meetings but i just looked at her! Her eyes, her curly hair, her beautiful and soft skin and her breast :D .. My god she had lovely boobs :p But that was not primary, this was secondary! I've never had this feeling before. I wanted to say loads of things but couldn't mutter a word! I was in love .. Yes! Love at first sight!!
Back home, i was restless.. She didnt sms me :( Maybe i was too shy or too eumm not her type.. I didn't even had the courage to text her! That was not ego!! Maybe I was on the defensive side! But she finally sent me an sms and asked if i liked her! Then without hesitating and faster that light, i said yes! And i told her that i loved her! Since then, we're a couple, like others but with a plus, I still have the feeling that she was meant for me! that we're soulmates :) Ups and downs are meant to happen in love!! And trust me, after every fights, my love for her increased! She's so lovely, beautiful and caring.. I often wonder, What would i do without u tia? You're my life!
P.S. I love u!
Sanesh !
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